From the Inside Looking Out

This is how I see the world.

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  • My Meaning of Life

    So I guess I’m doing this now. To be honest I’ve been putting this off for a while now, but I guess.. it’s time.     I tried to mentally prepare myself…

  • Girl on Fire

    I’m angry. I’m so angry that I feel like my entire body is on fire. I can’t stop the flow of hot tears down my cheeks. I just can’t take it anymore.…

  • Not an Existential Crisis

    I’ve been meaning to write for a while now. I’ve really been wanting to put this feeling inside of me into words for about a month now, but every time I sat…

  • Walking down this street at that moment gave me a surreal feeling, and so I decided to take a picture of it.

    Calming the Nerves before Sleep

    I feel so nervous right now. I initially planned to write about what I’ve been feeling for the past couple of days (mostly subdued existential angst), but when I had deleted everything…

  • A screenshot I took right before starting this post.

    Shining a Light When There’s No Electricity

    For some reason the electricity went out in my neighborhood, so I’m just using Microsoft Word for now. I usually write my entries directly in the back-end of my website, but I…

  • A self-portrait I painted in art class.

    Some Thoughts before I turn Eighteen

    Hello there!   So tomorrow’s my birthday, and I’ll be turning eighteen. Also, it’s almost 3 in the morning and I had no intention of writing a post until about ten minutes…

  • Cute bird on top of windowsill.

    The Freedom of Leaving the Nest

    Sooo, long time no see. I’ve been delaying writing my next post until I’d finished optimizing my mailing list, but I don’t know; I just felt the urge to write just now,…

  • Dusk from my old bedroom window.

    What Death Means to the Living

    It’s exactly 3:33 in the morning as I’m writing this. I can’t sleep, so I figured I might as well write out whatever’s on my mind on here. Yep, so I’ve decided…

  • At the moment it still has one puzzle piece missing.

    For all Intents and Purposes

    Hello! So I’m still having trouble deciding what to make this blog all about. My mom thinks it shouldn’t center too much on the personal details of my life, as that is…

  • What a Wonderful World

    Hello! I know it’s been a while since I last wrote my first post. I go to this British school in Tarabya (where I live), and I’ve been sticking to a pretty…